Things between Bachelor Nation exes Kaitlyn Bristowe and Jason Tartick are…not great!

Kaitlyn had a lot to say about Jason during the latest episode of her Off the Vine podcast, claiming that he intentionally stole her “dream baby name” for his new golden retriever puppy.

“I said, the day I met him, ‘I want to name my baby Teddy,’” she explained, noting that she has text message receipts to prove it. “I know I seem very angry, but it’s more like I don’t like feeling disrespected. I just have so many gross feelings from that because for so long I was made to feel crazy and now I’m like, oh, I’m not crazy. I just saw what other people are seeing now. And it’s just not aligned. What I want out of life is not what he wants and that is why two people shouldn’t be together like that. So, I’m not fully angry, I’m just really grossed out and disappointed.”

Kaitlyn said this will “probably be the last time” she talks about Jason in public, saying “I didn’t for so long, and that felt really good because I had let it go. And then that kind of just fired something up in me again.”

Elsewhere she noted, “I’m very much over him. I ended the relationship. I did not want to be in that. It felt icky to me. It felt like everything was for Instagram and numbers. I did not wanna be in it.”

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